So I was bullied my whole life for being too thin I’d hear constant rumours about me saying I’m anorexic and that my mum starves me I was never at school due to the bullying and people would constantly pick at me even “friends” asking if I’m anorexic. It really damaged my self esteem, I believed myself I was to thin. I’ve been to multiple doctors, dieticians, gastro doctors you name it but all tests I’ve had done came back fine. I used to be 7 stone but thankfully I managed to get to 9 stone with antidepressants but they’ve stopped working and I’m stuck. I’m 9 stone but I still look extremely thin for some reason I’m not filling out like other people my weight & height do it’s starting to take a toll on my mental health. I know 9 stone is a healthy weight etc but it’s not what I want. I want to be more chunky and filled out not look thin and “delicate” I track my calories I eat 3,400 a day, I eat and drink full fat foods and drinks, I eat ALOT of potato’s, pastas and heavy cream dishes, I snack a lot and I’ve even tried protein mass gainers but my weight won’t budge! I’ve been stuck at 9 stone for almost a year no matter what I eat or drink it stays the same and I physically can’t see any weight on my body. Where is it going? I’m still flat, have a flat stomach, stick legs and arms. What am I doing wrong I feel like a failure 😫may I add I want chunky fat not muscle fat. I’m sick of coming across as this fragile skinny stick. Any advice please?
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